do I still remember the last time I saw him smile?
durin the times we were all content with life probably

I still remembered those lines Ming and I laughed and repeated constantly : ) ?

" huang how many jolly shandys have u dranked? "
" just two only "
" bullshit "
hahah .. haha?

"don't go anywhere until I come back "
I guess he didn't remember those words

it saddens me deeply to see one so close fly towards the clouds without sayin goodbye.. it happened so fast we couldn't catch the flying soul,

-XXXXXXX-

... and if you think back what was I doing what was he doing at the moment, I remember he was still smiling..

i look at you now and I can see a little sprit died within yourself, torn and taken. you carry an aura of sadness and only yesterday u was smiling and laughing

now you're sitting in the room staring at your phone trying to contact the others

"are you sad?"
I remembered he told me he can't cry.. and so he's hardened soul that he has been building up all these years shallows the sadness and carries on..

you always tells me to use my brain and not my heart
I guess you're showing us that you're strong, for the family..

... well I've known him for 16 years and it has been a pleasure,

(25 December) brings christmass sadness