You come home from a fun day at school... You dozed off in the car ... listening to your favourite peice of music.. The sky is blue and the sun is shinning brightly and alive ... As you walked through your door you see your dog excitedly waving its tail and smiling at you .. Youre were feeling pretty hot because of the sun and you decide to take a nice cold shower .. You had never had a better shower in your life ... Your homework are all completed you have no little classes or anything to do today so you decide to go online ...
"Where is everyone ?" As you search down your contact list .. You see no one is online and the only ppl that are online are ppl from your old school you never really spoken too and their away anyways.. you think it over ... and it suddenly hits you ... where is everyone ? Where are my frens? ... There you are sitting down infront of your desktop staring at the screen.. Youtube , and computer games are getting really boring to you now... The songs you play on guitar are getting very familliar and you can almost play it without looking.. Your family has gone out ..
*knock* *knock*
"Hello ?"
"Hi, its loneliness can I come in ?"
"Well I can't stop you can I?"
Youre sitting there on your chair ... but you fall alseep ... You wake up and its evening ... and you decide to give it another chance to check whos online ... There again .. no one .. You remembered that everyone is at a party .. and u had to miss it because your mom and dad didn't allow you to go.. You were planning to go with some of your friends and to see ...
Suddenly..
Something hits you again .. this time it hits your heart.. like a piecing bullet that dosen't destroyit but leaves a hole so big you feel empty .. where is the person who loves me ? .. they are not there for you anymore... No more hugs no more kisses .. "no love" .. and you wonder where they are now .. having fun without you in their lives ... Do they know how u feel? No.. no one does because youre in that little room of yours.. 'all alone'
You head to your bed.. as you lie .. you hug your pillow so tightly even though it dosen't hug you back ... as you lie ...defeated but ready... waiting... to repeat the day again ...
A story.. to remember
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